Refocusing on a New Goal

I have been refocusing and changing direction over the last few weeks.  I have been realising that I am not really enjoying my craft and I finally took some time off to figure out why.  I have been trying so hard to make my business profitable I have lost sight of why I am doing this.  I originally wanted to make some money doing what I love.  But I have been sidetracked.  Reading this blog entry http://www.scoutiegirl.com/2011/07/the-power-of-questions-and-how-to-find-what-you-didnt-lose.html has been the final tipping point to putting my new goals out there.  Here’s what happened.

I was feeling very uninspired and decided to finally, finally make quilts for my sons.  They have been asking for a long time and I have always been too busy, ‘making quilts for other little boys’.  That makes me sad just thinking about it.  Anyway I decided to use an improvisational piecing technique from Last Minute Patchwork and Quilted Gifts .  I had so much fun.  I loved making something that I wanted to do, not for an order, or what I thought would sell, but just what made me happy.

My sons were thrilled with their quilts, and I had started thinking.  A few weeks later I bolted awake with a new plan fully formed in my mind.  I am going to write a book.  I have been writing patterns for a while, but the idea of actually putting them together in a book and publishing it is amazing to me.  I feel a bit giddy and a bit terrified.

Will I be able to get a publishing company to take a chance on me?  Who knows.  I am putting together a submission now, but I am not waiting on a reply.  As soon as I redirected myself down this path I have not been able to stop the ideas from coming.  I am making quilts and writing patterns as fast as I can go, so if I am not accepted I will epublish this book myself.

I feel like a load has been lifted off my shoulders, even though I am actually piling on the work.  Funny how enjoying your work makes all the difference.